Tha losing warrior.

Everytime i came here. Aku bawa feeling yang sama.
None of them contain happiness.
Aku bawa sadness. Sorrow. Tears along with heart breaking moment to share.
I just can't help it.Sedih sangat rasa.
Farewell by farewell. Semua pun dah pergi.
Leaving me all alone. And here i am.
Waving goodbye like some stupid kids.

Separuh aku masih mahu menebarkan zarah positif ke segenap sudut akal.
Separuh lagi enggan.
I couldn't help it.
Trust me.
Situasi sekarang ibarat
Terkurung di dalam balang terrarium.
Dihias cantik.
Dari sudut pandangan mata.
Semua pun tampak sempurna.
But inside.
Semacam ada gas toksik.
Bernafas mati.
Bertahan pun mati.
Bertemankan pepohonan plastik.
Berlantaikan tanah tiruan.
Yang asli cuma haiwan kurungan.

The beast in me.
Just wanted to get out.
At any given chance.
Dia kepingin mamah.
Setiap sisa kebaikan yang tinggal.

I am all alone.
To fight an unfair battle.
A losing battle.